The Gospel for today depicts a confrontation between Jesus and Pilot, between the King of heaven and Pilot who represents the emperor of the ruling secular power. Pilot probes and questions to elicit a confession from Jesus that he is a secular king. Jesus doesn't deny that he is king. He simply says, "My Kingdom is not of this world."
When we speak of Christ's kingdom as not being of this world, the first thought that comes to mind is the kingdom of heaven where, if we persevere in faith, we will experience intense peace and joy for all eternity. But this side of heaven we can have only a shadow of an idea of what that kingdom is about. We use our imagination, we use analogy, we have teachings to refer to, we may have had experiences in prayer that give us sense of what the kingdom will be. We may even come to have an intense desire for it after years of perseverance in the spiritual life. Yet it remains a mystery that we wait for and long for. We long for peace in this me and for all eternity.
In the Old Testament Abraham meets a mysterious figure, a priest by the name of Melchizedek, the king of Salem, who is a figure of Christ. The name Melchizedek means righteous king and “sal'em” means peace. He is King of Peace. Isaiah also prophesies of the Messiah that, "He has been anointed to give good news to the poor." He comes into the world to bring relief to those who suffer, not necessarily external peace, but an interior peace that brings balance and health to the soul. Again Isaiah says the Messiah will be "Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Prince of Peace." Christ's kingdom is a kingdom of peace.
In the Gospel of John, after the resurrection, Jesus said to the apostles, "My peace I give you." Then he breaths on them and they receive the Holy Spirit. From then on his peace and his Spirit remain in them and in us as well. This means the kingdom of heaven is already present here and now. How can we have peace in our lives? We are tempted to say that if only I could arrange the things around me in just the way I want, then I'll have peace. If I have just the right amount of money; if I surround myself with the right people; if I remove everything that's obnoxious from my life then I'll have peace. But is that what happens in reality? If we can only be happy when we have complete control of all the details of our life then the monastic vocation will soon become a type of purgatory. In the monastery the monk is often asked to accept things that go against the grain. There must be a better way to have a deeper abiding peace that doesn't vanish the moment our will is frustrated. I think this peace is what attracts US to the monastery and to Christ in the first place.
In the Prologue of the Holy Rule, St. Benedict says to the beginner, "Seek peace and pursue it." Does he mean, seek a merely external tranquility or seek the experience of inner calm; or does he mean something more profound, something that's not just a passing moment. He's referring to an inner change of heart and to the sense of wellbeing and order that we slowly begin to know when the kingdom of heaven takes root in our lives, within us and around us. "Seek first the kingdom of heaven and all else will be given to you." Jesus says. Isn't this what St. Benedict means when he says, "Seek peace and pursue it.;' We catch a glimpse of it and we follow, we taste it somewhere in our lives and we pursue it.
What do we have to do to apply ourselves to this pursuit? Once we know that this peace exists through our faith and service to Christ, what acts can we do to bring it fully into our lives? What does searching for God involve. The Cistercian author, William of St. Thierry sheds light on this in "The Golden Epistle."
There is nothing more worthy to seek or sweeter to find or more useful to possess than the on:ly thing which is superior to the mind, God alone. Nor is he far from any of us for it is in him that we live and move and have our being....all greatness and goodness for the spirit consist$' in looking upon and wondering at and aspiring to what is above it.
It sounds as if he's speaking of an exercise of pure contemplation, but listen to what he says. He brings it down to a practical level when he tells us what sort of acts we should in our search. He says, quoting St. Paul,
These acts are spiritual, peaceful, humble, adapting themselves to humble men.... They may be done exteriorly but there proper sphere is within a man's mind and spirit, where his renewal takes place and he puts on the new self which is created in God's image, justified and sanctified through the truth... These are the holy exercises for those who seek God alone: when we live with great patience in affliction, need, difficulty, hard work, vigils, in the cell, fasting, chastity, knowledge, graciousness, relying on the Holy Spirit, on unfeigned charity, on the word of truth, on the power of God. ...They call us deceivers and we tell the truth; unknown and we are fully acknowledged; dying men and see we live; punished but not doomed to die; sad men that rejoice continually; beggars that bring riches to many; disinherited and the world is ours...When we seek God alone in everything we do, in a disposition of prayer, the peace of Christ reigns in our hearts, and our kingdom is not of this world.
This is the paradox of Christ's kingship. Not by great works but by the simple and humble acts of our faith, our patience in difficulty, works of charity, by our prayer, the kingdom of heaven enters the world in a hidden way. William continues,
When we seek God alone in everything we do, in a disposition of prayer, the peace of Christ reigns in our hearts, and our kingdom is not of this world.
These are the things we practice which love silence, long for tranquility of heart in the midst of bodily toil, poverty of spirit and peace in the midst of outward distress, a good conscience and purity of body and heart.











